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Understanding Delegation

Less than 10 days ago, I was faced with an unusual problem, one of those which they say are good problems to have.  I found I’d reached the point in my process of development where I had to choose between the perspective held over from a past life along with the skills honed therein, where I was an acknowledged expert comfortable with my competence, and the novice’s need for practice and fluency in the skills and capacities for my current role in life. I chose the future.

After taking the conscious decision to focus on improving my skills and fluency in writing in the academic style, I’ve begun preparations for writing a contribution for an important research conference based on the empirical data gathered during the remote resilience project completed last year. There are easy ones that one can cherry pick and write a few thousand words without pause, more or less. Then, there are the more challenging themes, that ask you to work for them, both with the data as well as with the literature. In this process, begun earlier in the spring of this year, I have discovered a few things about the way I approach academic writing.

When a theme feels challenging, I do the literature review and save the relevant articles in a folder but put it aside “for the future, when I’m feeling more competent to handle it”. Then, just over a month ago, I was forced to dive into the folder and begin work on the topic I’d deemed the most challenging assignment. I wrote, and rewrote. I was able to get an early review and feedback from a scholar. I rewrote it again from scratch. And now, I’ve sent it to my professor to look at and expect another round of rewriting before submitting it for publication – who knows what reviewer 2 will ask for?

What I discovered during this process was that I have come to really enjoy the writing although the learning curve was steep and there were days when I felt I’d never get the hang of making the argumentation. There are drafts saved on this blog – the format is familiar and comfortable for thinking out loud – that I’ll never publish because they contain chunks of my article. I’m nowhere near an expert yet but I am definitely developing a feeling of competence that I did not have before, and in the process, I’ve learnt not to be afraid of sounding like an idiot.

In a way, it is no different from the synthesis of vast amounts of data from a variety of sources that I used to sit with and distill into crystallized form, after what would always feel like a painful process of sensemaking, no matter how many times I did it, and how often I returned to the same themes in my professional projects.

I am discovering that I must not let go completely of the lessons from the old way of doing and making, but figure out how to transfer subjective aspects of my sense of competency and expertise from the past to the future, to provide a bridge for accelerating through the process of experiencing the inadequacies and insecurities of an unpracticed novice. There is no benefit in completely devolving the legacy of one’s own experiences even when disrupting oneself in the present moment. The past can inform the future.

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Reflecting on the unseen changes that have been taking place over the past month, the best way I can explain it, even to myself, is to use the analogy of rocks on a river bed (or pebbles in a stream, if you prefer).

There’s been a re-alignment that has taken place at a much deeper level than the surface of my thoughts. Its as though the rocks and stones on the stream bed have been repositioned and realigned for optimizing the flow of water at the deepest level. That is, the difference made to the flow is not necessary on a surface level but underneath, in the foundation layers.

The water flows now more smoothly and churns up less mud. Less garbage is trapped, creating blockages or stagnant pools and eddies. If I were a silted harbour or a river mouth, I’d feel dredged.

Unlike the natural beauty of sound and sight created by rocks and stones in the path of rushing water, within ourselves such obstacles are a source of discordance. Re-alignment unlocks trapped energies and capacities long gone unnoticed. So much more begins to flow. Simply changing things on the surface won’t do, its the bed that needed the work.

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I decided to indulge myself in pondering these thoughts a little longer, in writing. Tonight’s music on the keyboard has a subtle rhythm that is pleasing. Taking the thoughts of the previous post a little further, it feels like I’ve let go of something that once had value but today I cannot even answer whether it still does. After all, it is what has been silent for so many years – the old music – what I was looking for when I began writing again in order to find my word song. Its like a lingering remnant of an old and never questioned assumption, a part of the me that I was a couple of continents ago.

What will come has no guarantee that it will be as pleasurable or as good as what was but at least it has still the creative capacity to be made. What was is not possible to be made again or remade, I think, because the circumstances that gave rise to it were entirely different. What in between is obvious, the years of silence on the blog. So I make a leap towards the new, with the tottering footsteps of an infant who has just let go of the sofa in order to walk alone.

As I look at the first paragraph, it strikes me that the last time I saw such writing in a post was back in 2006 on this blog. This is a good thing. Its rough. Its unpolished. Its my humanity, my errors, my personality, my teh … stripped of all else, this is the only remaining means to communicate yourself in plain text. Us olds who sat on DOS 1.0 in 1982 waited more than a decade for multimedia digital representation of ourselves, and even that was only the beginning.

I think I will fill the silence for a while with such musings as a means to mark the phase shift – worm hole jump. When I step away from the table I am filled with a sense of peace – gently lapping waves rather than turbulent tsunamis. Whatever it is I am doing right now, its the right thing to do.

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Inherent conflicts discovered in a moment of stillness during a process

My title is a word salad. I can sense and feel and perceive what I mean but cannot yet grasp it. Finding the words to be sung by thinking and writing.

Since March, I’ve been documenting my intention and then process of making significant changes to my inner vision – call it a mental model, a mindset, a world view, a perspective, or a lens whose focal length I must change. The journey has neither been a linear nor continuous one, but the process has never paused nor reversed its direction or changed its goals. Today it struck me that I was in an interesting point in the process that I cannot describe. Let me work with examples.

Imagine changing yourself from the colour blue to the colour yellow and at some point you’re the colour green because its the exact moment the change when the new colour yellow is fully formed but the old colour blue has not yet left. Maybe. Physicists, I’m sure, will have a thousand and one arguments with me on this example. The duration for such a change does not matter as long as one is able to take a snapshot of that moment when aspects of the past state still exist but aspects describing the new state have begun to exist.

That is, one is at an interesting phase of change that can only be described as a moment full of inherent conflict – elements of the old state may contradict with aspects of the new state.

I’ll try a more complex example, the one that caused me to pause and reflect on this inherent conflict. I’ve been making sweeping observations on changes in design on this blog since 2005 with nary a thought or a pause. As y’all know, I’ve been working to develop the academic writing style in my new role as a doctoral scholar. The new style is diametrically opposite the old one, it does not allow sweeping generalizations, and requires a citation for most claims or empirical evidence, unless qualified as conjecture or hypothesis.

After my last post on the blog, I tried to write further on the changes I was perceiving in design practice, from the industry observer’s perspective, which has long been the focal point from which I’ve written, whether for print or websites (eg. Core77, BusinessWeek, NewDesign etc). I found I could not write those sweeping generalizations anymore, given that I’d already completed over 16000 words of journal article writing, particularly in the design genre. The new mode and style was conflicting with the old, since it was cautious and incremental and built on past works, completely unlike a random blogpost blathering on about design.

I cannot go back to the old mode. I do not know for how long. Because I need to be in the new mode to complete my PhD. And, as I discovered in my struggles over the past week or so, the two modes cannot co-exist, they are inherently incompatible and in many ways inherently conflict with each other in their underlying logic and philosophy of approach.

That implies I’m in an interesting moment in transitioning from one state to another. One month ago, on 26th of June 2021, I wrote:

The wrenching shift in my perspective from the outcomes of a project to its process – forced by circumstances of scholarship less than three weeks ago – has kept me preoccupied with reams of paper. I can sense the difference in slowly reading through printed out versions of selected journal articles, annotating their margins and underlining, in the old ways of scholarship, than the perceptually faster scanning that occurs with text on screens. On the upside, I believe I have managed to reorient my thinking towards the processes rather than the content.

Today, I recognize how rapidly I’ve progressed in the process of shifting perspective and reorienting thinking since then. The old mode of perceiving sweeping changes still exists, but the new mode of writing does not allow for it to be captured in words. In a way, one could say that even the old focal length might be blurring since its less clear what it is I’m sensing. If I could see it clearly, I’d be able to write it out. Since I can’t, one assumes I am either unable to see it clearly, or, that the focal length has indeed changed perceptibly enough that I had to sit up and think and write this out today.

o yay, as I used to say.

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Bringing to bear a legacy of perspective on the transformations of contemporary design practice

Thanks to Tricia Wang’s recent article in Fast Company magazine on the unhealthy legacy of a strategy tool from ‘design thinking’, I read her links to Jesse James Garrett’s reflections on the developments in the practice of UX and Maggie Gram’s tracing the history of design thinking and the increasing capacity of design to its roots. That is, three different articles from practitioners that look at the legacy of their industry and its recent evolutions. I am forced to conclude that something has significantly changed in the practice of design in the past decade since I stopped documenting my observations on the transformations occurring in industry and practice.

Wang and Garrett both point to UX Theatre by spydergrrl (2018), a clear sighted observation on the watering down of principles and values that underlie the concept of holistic understanding of context and conditions and criteria for effecting transformative change even as the terms and concepts of User Centered Design (UCD) and UX become more popular. Gram talks about her design students remaining optimistic about their future, thanks to the very same popularization of design, even as we know her article will go on to damn the very source of this popularization.

Synthesizing these three articles, it seems to me that at some point in the past ten years, design’s visions for the future and its values and principles of human-centeredness – centering the dignity and respect that Buchanan talks about in his 2001 reflection in Design Issues – were either degraded significantly by the diffusion of design into every sphere or hijacked and subverted into meaninglessness. Neither of these two outcomes preclude the existence of each other as a reason. When design came to recognized as a powerful toolkit for addressing challenges in complex societal systems is probably also when it came to be recognized as requiring diffusion and degradation of its values and principles before it subverted the status quo preferred by the funders and financiers. It could not be allowed to go too far in disrupting systems.

Second, it seems as though UCD has reached the end of its line as a methodology and approach. Garrett writes:

The more seasoned and experienced a UX person is, the more likely they are to be asking whether realizing user-centered values is even possible under capitalism. These are definitely questions worth asking and conversations worth having as a community.

while Wang observes:

Part of the issue is that as design professionalized over the last decade into UX design within tech companies and beyond, user insights representing the voice of the customer  have not evolved to become a strategic input. Many companies outsource the user insights work to agencies (or what is internally referred to as “vendors”) because they either don’t have the resources to execute research or it’s seen as rote work. Product and engineering often treat UX insights as an activity to check off their list, not as a strategically foundational asset for the product roadmap.

Somewhere, the practice and outcomes of design, in the course of their popularization, became commodified. An Australian visual designer makes this explicit in her observations from the way ‘design’ evolved in South East Asia in the same past decade:

In the past decade, design processes have been dramatically productionised. Design services and what they produced became commodities. In other words, Design is a service and design deliverables are commodities.

Productionized or professionalized, the outcome is commodification of a service whose very function and nature was to differentiate commodities from brands or products – keeping distinctions of design practice from my youth of visual communication or product development – and where every design studio or designer strived to ensure that what they offered was a means to resist commodification of their client’s offerings. In my day, product designers made tangible products, today the label refers to digital products, and such designers have no qualms about calling themselves product designers doing product design without ever giving tangible form to its function, much less thinking about CMF. I might be talking from an even older and more obsolete point of view than young Garrett, given that I remember Schauer’s interview for his master’s degree, much less documented the emergence of his contemporaries in Core77, around the same time that Gram points to as the opening of the door of popular design thinking.

Without rambling on about the old days, I’ll try to simply capture the biggest change in the past ten years – the dominance of digitalization as the sphere for the practice of design, its implications for accelerated watering down of the values and principles traditionally taught in formal design education, since many of the designers in this sphere do not need such education anymore – a trend I first saw in May 2005, on my first blog Perspective, in a post titled “Changing Landscape of Design“.

I mention trends observed in early 2005 that point to both the commodification of design as well as the increasing dominance of technology oriented design practice and practitioners – back then, I called it UI since Garrett’s eventual popularization of the term UX was still underway. I observed in a note to myself dated 26th February 2005 that the transformations taking place in design were spearheaded by the digital designers, who tended not to have emerged from the traditional design disciplines nor necessarily educated in formal design methodology, legacy, and history.

That 16 years later, these very same pioneers in the digital design sphere would reflect on the increasing commodification and watering down of design’s principles and values in the practice and dissemination of design thinking is not only a validation of the original observations made on future trajectory of the industry and the practice of the discipline, but has implications for the education of designers in academia.

My recent forays into the literature of design scholarship raise questions about divergence in practice and industry as well as geography beyond the scope of this blogpost rapidly written this morning in order to capture the early sense of something greater than simply transformations in areas of practice distinguishing approaches to the possibility of a more philosophical divergence in underlying values and principles with more impactful implications on society and futures.

This conversation will continue.

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To see the forest for the trees

Last night, Samim said something on skype that has completely changed my perspective and focal length. He pointed out that ‘the system’ is vast and beyond our comprehension. That it is nature who runs the planet. Life on earth is a complex and complicated interdependent dance of balance and harmony. And, we, humans, are simply one part of this immense natural system. We mustn’t forget that. To imagine we can understand, and then control this system is a reflection of ‘man’s’ hubris.

Immediately, this made me take a step back – in space and time – and see the whole in my mind’s eye. Humanity and its concerns shrank to its proper perspective, when seen from the point of view of ‘life on earth’. None of this would be surprising or new to our ancients and our ancestors, as well as those peoples still living far closer to life in nature.

What is different, to me, at this point in time, is that this shift in focal length came at a time when humankind is dealing with a worldwide pandemic – a human sickness – and one cannot escape the numerous and varied examples from all over the planet that provide evidence of what has become a meme – “nature is healing”. Samim said we do not know the full power and capability of nature and the planet, yet we imagine we’re in charge. He’s right.

Acknowledging this by sitting back and letting my embodied sense arrive at its own conclusions led to this reorientation of perspective. Humanity’s concerns felt petty against the backdrop of life on earth, and the great and small cycles of the planet. This humbling awareness has been a powerful and positive feeling, rather than one that diminishes. One’s problems and concerns find their proper place, and being alive and breathing in the air in the forest outside my home becomes the most important thing to evoke a sense of joy and bliss.

That which I was seeking to find since late March when I began exploring my writing and thinking on the blog – the change of perspective, the refocusing of the mind’s eye, the withdrawing of the distant vision to recenter on the domestic – suddenly came into clear focus. I feel empowered when I’m made aware that I’m part of a wilder, vaster, natural ecosystem of life on this planet, and not simply a cog in some pile of big data somewhere unnatural.

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Reflections on adopting new thinking tools and approaches

About a month ago, I committed to a disruptive change in my approach and process for development of an outcome. It has been difficult to change one’s habitual ways of thinking and doing. I had to write down the new rules of engagement in order to keep referring to them as a means to keep me on track. Like muscle memory, it is only with practice that one can replace old habits with new, even those for thinking and not simply doing.

There have only been upsides to this effort, that much I can say. The rewards have completely outperformed the effort, even though at times it feels challenging to use new thinking tools and struggle with new ways of sensemaking and processing. I’m learning that discomfort is a sign of transformation and growth, and also learning to hold on tightly to this new way of looking at things so that I do not find myself slipping back to the comfort zone of the old habitual ways.

These old ways might be comfortable only because they were habitual, not necessarily because they were the best approach to problem discovery and problem solving. The new ways feel like climbing a unbroken cliff but whenever I have managed to put them into practice for long enough to effect a change, however minor, the outcome has been exponentially better than those from the old approach.

It is too easy right now to find a ledge on the cliff and simply rest from the efforts of the past month, satisfied with arriving halfway up. And satisfied with the minor changes and improved outcomes of the new process. This is the dangerous moment. There was a reason for the change in the process, and change in thinking tools, and that reason has not yet been satisfied.

One must recommit to seeing the process through, and reflect and recommit to it every morning if necessary until the intended goal has been achieved. Otherwise the entire effort of transforming one’s approach is moot. Assuming one can pause in the process is no better than giving up.

Here, the concept of resting from the effort is that which will emerge once the process of transformation is complete. And, the new habits will become the eventual comfort zone. That will only come from continued practice. Discomfort with remaining committed to the novel, therefore, must become a signal of continued commitment to progress, and not something to be relieved.

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